It's Gone

It's Gone....
With a luggage on my bag,
I walk through this little door,
a little door made of wood. 
Sit in the corner, trying to get a little rest,
little rest from this heavy,
heavy luggage on my bag.
And there is you.
Yeah, you just passing by...
Who are you?
What is your name?
Do I know you?
Because it feels like we met before
like I know you from million years ago.
I follow your slow little steps.
Where are you going??
Will we meet again??
Or it just me with someone who passing by...
Me with stranger I known for million years...     
 
It becomes lighter when I see you.
The luggage on my shoulder is getting lighter when you near me.
Every sadness and trouble I've been through, it just dissapear...
Hand of time stops.. Earth is stop rotating...
Then, you left
You are gone.
What have I done??
Is it a dream???
No, it is not a dream.
It's you,
the familiar stranger...
You are gone,
and it's gone.  

My Lovely Brother

Hey, I miss you...
It feels like yesterday I just saw you.

Is it a dream??
Or it just me playing with a box of imagination..

Almost a year I don't see you smile
And it feels like a million years without water.

We used to doing stupid things together,
laugh untill our stomach burst,
making fun of each other..

...now I'm here, holding a beautiful picture of you
That's how I polish this little thing in me called heart.

It hurts more when I'm trying to lock this,
put a thick wall, so they can't see what inside.

If I can turn back the time....
...no, I can't do that.

But if I do,
the first thing I do when I wake up is...
is to keep awake,
so I don't miss any second just too see your face,
to say that I really miss you,
doing anything just to see your smile....

...but I can't.

Then a little voice speak to me.
He said that you're doing okay there,
you find anything that you've been looking for,
there are a lot of people that keep you safe,
holding you like a cotton,
hearing every whisper you share.

That's when I know that you never leave.
I just can't see you.
But you just keep getting closer,
closer to me that we've never been.

And I know,
I know you'll always be my lovely brother
my angel  that shine through everything.

And forgetting you is one thing that I would do if people can live without oxygen...
..hmm.. that will be NEVER....

~Dedicated to my lovely Brother~

-Judith Novianty-

A Piece of BLESS

Open window and the smell of the grass

Wind blows like the lightest cotton touch a cloud

The strongest power house by the earth sparks a touch of diamond on glass of window

Is this how the earth welcomes me???

There is a woman, a beautiful woman who walks towards a cute little room

And there is a little girl share her yawn like a candy

Just her smile can makes that woman fall in love over and over

With light steps, there are a man spare her arms around that little girl and that woman

Is this the best treasure in the universe???

I sit on a bench in the park
There is an old couple sit and staring each other eyes
There are childrens play with the swing and sand...
And look!!
I'm alive
I'm happy
I can laugh
And I have so many amazing persons in my life
Yesss, my life is PERFECT!!!

                           

       -Judith Novianty-